my feet can't touch the ground, but I don't care!

Hello. I'm listening to Sublime. It is wonderful. Today I tried to use the word "menacing" in a good way to describe how wonderful the new show "Tool Academy 2" looks. It almost worked. Then I didn't say it. Anyways. Fuck I'm losing my thoughts to the sky up above me. I'm losing my thoughts to the air all around me. Madeline has just informed me that she passed her written test today. This is good news for her. I just figured out that two of my friends function almost as if they are high on drugs habitually. God I spell greatly for being to deafeningly rambunctious. Yes that works does it?

WORD OF THE DAY: Rambunctions.

That is about it for all. I mean now. Fuck.

My head tilts to one side
And my eyes open wide
And you tell me you're leaving.
You say you've got to go
I ask "why?" but you don't know
You're tired of explaining.

Our breathing is still
And my chest feels so heavy

And I don't wanna say this
but you've got to let me.



It's sooooo niiiice, I wanna hear the same song twice.

I love you. Please believe me, starting.... now. I LOVE YOU.

Life of a Windshield

Sometimes I want to be a windshield.
Driving through a big city storm
Huge raidrops beating against my skin
I'd embrace this.
And then I'd crack.
And with one swing of a hammer
i'd shatter.

Let's take some time to talk this over...

You're out of line, and rarely sober.
We can't depend on your excuses
Cause in the end it's fucking useless.

You can only lean on me for so long.
Bring the ship about to watch a friend drown
Stood out on the ledge, begged you to come down.
You can only lean on me for so long.


PS: Angels and Airwaves can suckkkk mine!

Conversations of my life:

Friday, March 28th, 2008

A: "Sorry!"
M: "Hey (pause, puts hands on my shoulders), don't even worry about it."
A: "Ahahah okaaaaaay!"

and then later in the conversationnnnn

M: "What's your name?"
A: "Alex."
M: "Alex? I'm Mason, nice to meet you (handshake with cigarette in hand)."
A: "Nice to meet you! Again..."
M: ???
A: "Oh, uhhh, I met you at the Showbox back in November, but you definitely don't remember that."
M: "Woah, hey, hey (does the shoulder thing again....), you know what, don't even worry about it, alright?"
A: "Ahahah okay okay!"
M: Hug signal!
Bearhug, but it actually is like a big fuzzy bear because of his coat.
M: "You take care, alright?"
A: "Alright."
M: "Thank you."
A: "No, no, thank YOU."
M: "Ahahahaha...."
A/S: "Bye Mason!"
M: "Bye!"

:)
then, a few steps down the road, an extremely tall, skinny, drunken figure comes out of the shadows....

S: "Bye Trace!"
A: "Bye Trace!"
T: "uhhaahhhwooooahhhh bye ladies, have a good one."

LEMON DANCE

the rumors are true! my nine year old brother, Curren, and I will be starting a musical duo with the name "Lemon Dance"! As you can imagine, we are very excited and overwhelmed about our new found talents (bahaha), and especially our new equipment. Today in science class, Curren created a beautifully crafted instrument with his own two hands! For now, we are calling it a String n' Cup, but we'll think of something more official later. Our album "Dance Dance Color Album" should debut sometime this summer, including the hit single "Same Old Crazy Rap Dance" (written and composed by Curren B. Papac). Remember, LEMON DANCE LOVES YOU!


ahahahahahaha ;)